god I’m just so tired of dealing with her all the time it hurts so bad she literally made a list of all the ways I’m a fuck up and claimed that I’m stupid and retarded because I keep forgetting things and maybe I wouldn’t forget things if I didn’t feel like I drowning 24/7 with the constant pressure and berating about all the things I do wrong and how fat I’ve gotten and all this garbage and I just want to cry and lay down and not move because moving means I’ll fuck something else up and I’m so tired of fucking things up and I just want to be happy and like myself and go back to the time where if I did something wrong it didn’t discredit everything good I’ve done and you’d say you’re sorry after calling me a mean name but it’s not like that anymore and I’m wondering if it ever will be like that again and I just want my mom back I don’t want to make you angry and disgusted I’m sorry I don’t like me either and I can’t stop crying and I don’t want to eat I just want to be happy and I’m afraid I’m my own problem and that’s why everything goes wrong and maybe if I wasn’t here I wouldn’t have that problem but I can’t just disappear but I wish I could because I think you’d be happier that way and maybe I would be too
this is one of the smallest parrots in the world aND I REACHED OUT TO GIVE HIM A SUNFLOWER SEED BUT HE WANTED A HEAD SCRATCH INSTEAD. MY HEART MELTED. JUST LOOK AT HIM
Jenna’s Drunk Art School
For those of you that can’t feasibly go to art school, just let my drunk brain teach you how. Not like I know or anything because I don’t.
i feel like if we were all a little more like pusheen the cat we’d all be a little more happy